some kind of evil

Anne Darquier as a childHere’s an odd discovery, alternately vile and pathetic. I encountered it in a long article from the Sunday Times by Kathy Brewis, which I have substantially reversioned.

“Myrtle Jones, from Tasmania, was a failed actress and singer with high pretensions who already had a husband when she met Darquier at a casino in 1927..”

She is the person I am interested in, of course, but she is only a bit player in an emblematic and complex tale, explored in Bad Faith: A Forgotten History of Family, Fatherland and Vichy France, by Carmen Callil, the founder of Virago. Brewis’s piece is based on the book, and her own extensive interview with Carmen.

Myrtle somehow became tangled up with Charles Workman’s Gilbert and Sullivan company, which had arrived in Australia to work for J. C. Williamson in 1914. It left in 1922 to tour India and the Far East, but both Charles and his wife died on the voyage. She married Charles’s son Roy while he was still technically under age, and she was 27. According to a radio interview with Callil on the ABC

“From the very beginning, Myrtle had changed her name. When she married for first time, she called herself Sandra Lindsay and she changed the name of her father on the marriage certificate at Sydney registry office…

[Her husband] … was the son of working class singers from respectively Bootle in Lancashire and Belfast in Northern Ireland, when they married, Myrtle called him Lord Workman Macnaughten, whereas his real name was Lord – (laughs) – was Roy Workman. He wasn’t a lord at all. Do you see the level of fantasy we’re dealing with?

… Myrtle had charm, so it would be unfair to say she was a terrible liar in a condemnatory way, but she was a formidable liar. I mean, not a word of truth passed her lips – as her daughter, I’m afraid, knew all too well”

In the next five years, she and Roy somehow made it to Europe as entertainers. In 1927, she became entangled with Louis Darquier. The two courted while her husband hung around in the background.

Myrtle came from a respectable Tasmanian farming family, south of Launceston, though they slowly went broke. Having educated his children and buried his war-shattered son, her father had the brains to make sure she never got access to any family capital, which was slowly disappearing anyway. Still, by birth and class, Myrtle was in many ways a social match for Louis. As Brewis says,

..Louis Darquier was born in 1897 to a good Catholic family in Cahors, southwest France. His father, Pierre, was a well-respected doctor and later the town’s mayor, a “big and solid, cordial and joyous” man, “much loved” – not least by his many mistresses. “One must know when to shut one’s eyes,” his wife, Louise, would say..

By the time Myrtle met him, he was a foul creature, a kind of demi-monde sponger, living on his wits, promiscuous and brutal. Whatever self preservations skills had supported her now evaporated, and she transferred to Louis, via a bigamous marriage, to add complexity to passports already entangled in her numerous names and aristocratic pretensions. According to Tasmanian expatriate Peter Conrad’s review of the book, she was a

“a boozy, dope-befuddled Tasmanian trollop… another weak-minded fantasist, who used drink and drugs to keep an incriminating reality at bay. She sold herself to Darquier as an heiress, (Lady Workman-Macnaghten of Belfast) although her financial prospects were as spurious as his aristocratic title. It was their collusion as liars that glued them together, despite his sleazy philandering..”


Kathy Brewis describes her like this:

A tragicomic figure, more tragic than comic, she had pathetically low expectations; her first husband had hit her once, she said, but “only when maddened by drink”. Darquier frequently left her so battered and blue she barely dared venture out. Regardless, she clung to him like a limpet, professing to love him till the end.

She and Darquier had in common a love of self-reinvention – they called themselves “Baron and Baroness Louis Darquier de Pellepoix” – and of decadence… Darquier’s family hated Myrtle; they thought she was common and contrived to split up the pair. Myrtle told them she was “frightened at his violence”, but they – particularly his mother, Louise – insisted on believing it was Myrtle who was a bad influence on precious, talented Louis. For his part, Louis despised Myrtle for staying with him, and beat her up when she was pregnant with his child.

Anne, their child, was born in 1930. Myrtle sent the photograph above to his mother, begging for money. Shiftless, improvident and greedy, moving from cheap hotel to cheap hotel, they found Anne a nanny and left her in England. Then they didn’t pay the nanny, except for the occasional pound note. In these years, they were pitifully broke, often thrown out of lodgings, sometimes entangled with the law.

Louis became active in politics, as Brewis describes:

Darquier seized upon this anti-Jewish feeling and made it his own. He was an arrogant waster, singularly devoid of redeeming features. On February 6, 1934, he took part in far-right riots against the French government. Seventeen protesters were killed and 1,500 wounded. Darquier was shot in the thigh by police, which made him a hero – he said it was “like having a winning ticket to the lottery”. Spotting a great way to make money, he founded the Association des Blessés et Victimes du 6 Février (Association for the Wounded and the Victims of February 6), ostensibly a charity but in effect a way to line his own pockets. It was the first of many dubious organisations he set up to benefit from far-right money. Soon he had a job on a far-right newspaper, Le Jour, then he became a Paris city councillor for the National Front. By 1936 he was being funded by the Nazis. He shared their enthusiastic hatred of all things Jewish – his reaction to Kristallnacht was “Bravo, Fritz!”

Perhaps the sickest twist in all this was Louis’ anti-Semitism. Callil says he wasn’t even sincere. Here’s the ABC interview:

“CARMEN CALLIL: With Louis himself, it was not deep-seated. He took it up as a profession because it bought him money. When he took up anti-Semitism, he had been convicted of fraud, he’d been out of work for 10 years, supported by his younger brother and also by the Tasmanian family, who were extremely generous always to their sister and daughter Myrtle. But he never earned a cent in his life, really, until he became a commissioner. He was always borrowing money and their bar bills are enormous. At one point in the early 1940s, there’s as much as £50,000 in one bar alone in Paris. He did it for the money, because the Nazis paid him from 1936 onwards to become a professional anti-Semite. But the men he mixed with in Paris were fascists and extremists and nationalists. So he had plenty of comrades who were sincere French anti-Semites. And perhaps he felt he was one, but basically I think my book demonstrates he did it for the money.”

Myrtle’s family continued to have contact with her, beyond the cheque book. They visited Tasmania once, and her sister stayed with them in Paris some time in the 1930’s.

Somehow Louis had a strange mental explosion in 1939. Even though he was a German creature, he joined the French army, fought with them, and ended up as a prisoner in Poland. He was brought back and put to work. Brewis again:

‘Memoirs of Vichy France portray Darquier as a “street ruffian”, “indolent and pleasure-loving”, “hot-headed with an extravagant personal style”. So he was in some ways a strange choice for the responsible post of commissioner for Jewish affairs. But the Germans – who were running the show, though theoretically Vichy France was its own master – knew he had “the correct conception of the Jewish question”. “Let the Jews be exiled or massacred!” he said at a rally. As commissioner, Darquier was in charge of the Vél d’Hiv (winter sports arena) round-up which sent 13,000 Jews to the death camps, almost a third of them children. He avoided the nasty nitty-gritty, but knew exactly what was going on.

At Germany’s bidding, he happily made French and foreign Jews over the age of six wear the yellow star. It was his idea to strip naturalised Jews of their French citizenship, thus bumping up the numbers available for deportation. In total, in his time as commissioner, some 11,400 children were sent to the camps, nearly all of whom perished.

Here’s Carmen Callil, in her ABC interview:

“MAXINE McKEW: But there is no doubt about the central role that Louis Darquier played in this because, after all, you also describe someone who was anything but a model of the efficient Prussian bureaucrat, if you like. He was pretty hopeless, wasn’t he?

CARMEN CALLIL: (Laughs) He was actually a French bounder and conman. And what has to be said is that both the Germans and the Vichy French came to hate him because he loathed to work. Basically he took money from other people, and he was so inefficient that the only round-up he was permitted to do was the one I have described to you. After that, he spent most of his period as commissioner of Jewish affairs attending to getting money from Jews and taking their property. And this is also described in my book. The death of the Jews was only a part of what he did.

MAXINE McKEW: There’s also a bizarre association, isn’t there – there’s this awful destructive co-dependency you describe between Myrtle and Louis, but equally, there’s this paradox – that at the same time that Louis is commissioner for Jewish affairs, you document that Myrtle is an Anglophile, she’s sitting there in Paris really cheering on for Great Britain to win the war.

CARMEN CALLIL: Well, I think that’s true. I think that’s what she said. But in the accounts which are in my book you will see that quite often she’s the worse for wear. I know the family don’t like to think she was an alcoholic but Anne’s half-sister, whom I’ve met many times, described all too well. … So I don’t think they took her seriously. Actually, the women Vichy, the wives did object to her. She wasn’t what they expected in the wife of a commissioner and when she had too much drink taken, she was loud mouthed. But certainly she knew what was going on. She did. But she fantasised and she drank to prevent having to acknowledge what she was doing.

I am intrigued by Myrtle’s story because she was so vulnerable and self destructive, and found herself as a bit player in dreadful events, tolerating and putting up and probably sympathising with evil. But the wretched Darquier’s trash conning and disfunctionality was historically important, in a weirdly involuted way. He was extremely bad at the business of extermination, and the Nazis eventually sacked him.

“CARMEN CALLIL: I think he drove them absolutely mad, and I think if you wanted to do a comic opera of how the Germans managed badly in France, doing a trajectory of Louis’s attempts to please them and his utter failure to do so would be a good basis for a fabulous movie. He failed entirely to help them. He made everything much worse, because he was always starting new organisations from which he extracted money, which would never do anything with the money he was given. He pocketed all the money himself. Hardly a leaflet was produced.

MAXINE McKEW: And let’s go to the period then when Paris is liberated and of course, you know, a lot of rough justice was meted out to the collaborators and many others, but of course, Louis escapes this. How and why?

CARMEN CALLIL: Well, Louis was holed up with Myrtle in the Hotel Bristol where the Germans put their senior people and their officers. And his death was announced on the radio because someone with a monocle – because Louis Darquier always wore a monocle – had been shot, and they thought it was him. Anyway, he knew that they were after him. And when Myrtle heard that people were coming – this is the account I’ve been told and read – she shoved him out the back door when she heard a knock at the door. And his younger brother, unwisely but out of family loyalty – who was a good man, his younger brother – got him into a motor car, took him back to the family flat and holed him upstairs in an apartment where the family lived. And Anatole de Monzie, another French Republican collaborator who had great connections in Spain, as did Louis, got him over the frontier. He got his documents very easily because he had collaborated with Franco and Franco’s men throughout his years in Paris and in France during the war.”

Those years in Madrid were pretty gruesome for Myrtle, living with her decaying, has-been husband as he took a mistress, by whom he had a daughter. She was in bad condition, far gone with drink and drugs, painting herself as an imaginary heroine. Callil went to Spain to search out her imprint:

“In Madrid after the war – I met many people who knew her – and she was always talking about the children she’d saved by bringing them over the Pyrenees. Well, Myrtle at that point was a very large woman because the alcohol had made her very, very large indeed. And she was considered as a piteous figure, always talking about these children she saved and always fabricating imaginary events.”

She died in 1970, at the age of 75. Darquier was protected by Franco’s government for another ten years, even though he was known as “the French Eichmann”. In 1978, he gave an unrepentent and hideous interview to the French press, which led to international protests. He outwitted everyone by dying at exactly the right time – in 1980, at the age of 83.

Abandoned by her parents in 1930, Anne was raised by her nanny, Elsie Lightfoot, in Oxfordshire. Elsie protected her with another kind of fantasy..

” She didn’t know what her father did for a living. She had been told he was a French baron, which sounded romantic and heroic. In seeking to protect Anne from the truth, Elsie had laid the path for a destructive future disillusionment. But in the short term, it made for a reasonably happy childhood.

Photographs show Anne laughing at the seaside, cuddling dogs and dolls, smiling as a bridesmaid to one of her nanny’s relatives. Her upbringing was poor – Elsie had next to no money and had difficulty extracting maintenance from the Darquiers. But Elsie passed on to Anne a great sense of humour, which proved to be a good coping strategy – one that Callil shares. Elsie saw through the Darquiers straight away. She was entrusted with Anne’s care soon after her birth in 1930; three months later, Anne’s parents effectively disappeared from her life.

Anne was a war child, eight when the gas masks were handed out, 10 when the Blitz began. But in some ways she was lucky: Elsie approached some Free French charities for money and got her into a grammar school. Elsie was protective of her charge and deflected any interest in her parents. A contemporary recalled: “She was a mystery. She tried hard to fit in, but she didn’t, quite.” Poor, secretive Anne didn’t quite fit in anywhere. She didn’t learn the truth about her parents till she was in her teens, but even before then she grew up under the weight of the knowledge that there was something to hide.

Anne left school at 14 but carried on studying science: she was absolutely determined to become a doctor and, with Elsie’s help, found people willing to teach her what she needed. She met up with her mother when she was 15, but found her “a total write-off” – Myrtle was by this stage existing in an alcoholic haze – and cut off all contact with her. She met her grandmother too. Louise Darquier introduced her to Catholicism, music and polite society. She didn’t mention the fact that her son was a war criminal.

Anne was 18 or 19 when she met her father in exile in Madrid. Callil describes the event as a “violent shock” to Anne, who returned feeling “hatred, contempt and shame”.

Meanwhile, through a mixture of obvious potential and fabricated qualifications, she had blagged her way into Oxford University to read medicine at St Hilda’s – an extraordinary feat, at a time when few women went on to higher education: there were 970 women in Anne’s year. She didn’t like the sight of blood, so she decided to go into psychiatry; she trained at Bart’s and the Maudsley hospitals and became well regarded in her field, noted for her empathy.

“Fabricated qualifications.” By then she knew that her parents were fantasists and war criminals, and that she herself had grown up with a romantic, magical illusion of the family trapped in Paris under the Nazi bootheels.

Carmen Callil was driven to write the book by her complex relationship with Anne. She began as her psychiatric patient, but came to see her humanity too.

“Her private life was less of a success. She had difficult love affairs and friendships restricted by her intense privacy. “Her body seemed to belong nowhere; she had a sense of imminent departure about her,” Callil says. She describes Anne’s physique as stooped, round-shouldered – the body language of a person who has kept a lot in. “Her face wasn’t happy, but not sad either: it was wary, alert, concentrated.” She told Callil: “There are some things and some people you can never forgive.”

Anne killed herself in 1970, and was buried with the false aristocratic surname her father took in the 1930’s. But she helped to save Callil from her own demons, as Kathy Beavis explored in the interview:

‘Thanks to Anne, Callil “started to live in the world, like other people”. “I think the reason I got better was I discovered work,” she says. “Work saved me.” But while Callil began to flourish, Anne Darquier began to flounder. She started taking sleeping pills for insomnia, and drinking heavily. Her mother’s death, in June 1970, triggered her demise. Callil would turn up for a session to find her tearful and shaky. “At the end she collapsed in front of me, so to speak,” says Callil. “Otherwise we laughed a great deal.”

When Anne died, Callil felt “terrible grief”. She was baffled as to why Anne had been in such despair. Anne had left her clues: she had talked a little about her terrible parents, contravening the norms of the therapeutic relationship. But even now, Callil wishes Anne could have just told people the truth and lived with it. “She wasn’t strong enough. She had bad luck. I realised at the end that she was not well. That might be one reason I wrote the book: I knew something was terribly wrong in the last few months I knew her. The tables were a bit turned.” Did she write it for Anne? “No, for lots of people. People need help. Anne represents the people who didn’t have my luck, or the help I was given. I hate injustice and I believe in doing something about it.”

She died a few months after her mother, on her bedroom floor, her body flooded by barbituates and alcohol. Carmen Callil came to the house for her appointment, to be told she had just died.

With the publication of the book, the ABC tracked poor, passive, self-deceiving Merle’s family down in Tasmania.

“Growing up in Launceston and the small nearby town of Carrick at the turn of the last century, Myrtle’s strict Protestant upbringing in a well-to-do family gave her a sense of belonging to the British empire.

HEATHER MURDOCH, SISTER: Very beautiful, very talented, she was always singing and playing. She had lovely little white hands trickling over the piano, she was very talented and it lasted right through. And during the war, 1939 before France fell, she was performing at the British servicemen’s club in Paris, you know, reeling off all the popular numbers of the time. She played and sang most beautifully.

TOM IGGULDEN: Myrtle’s sister Heather, now 92, remembers meeting Louis before the war when her sister returned with him to Tasmania on a holiday soon after they were married.

HEATHER MURDOCH: It was a different world, his world of politics, and it didn’t touch her at all. She was very much always in love with him and close to him, but politics just wasn’t her thing, he pursued that life on her own.

TOM IGGULDEN: And she disputes Callil’s portrayal of her sister her book.

HEATHER MURDOCH: I think it was a vicious, horrible, brutal attack. To say she was alcoholic, oh no, no, I don’t know who could possibly say such a thing. Her interests were theatre, concerts, art exhibitions, history.

TOM IGGULDEN: And she defends Louis’s work in the Vichy regime.

HEATHER MURDOCH: He did, I think, as he would have to do, what the German superiors directed him to do. That’s what happens if you’re a conquered country…

TOM IGGULDEN: While Louis Darquier’s role in rounding up Jews for deportation remains in dispute, Myrtle Jones was in fact a friend to France’s Jews, according to her sister.

HEATHER MURDOCH: She had Jewish friends and I met some in Paris, and they all adored her and one family in particular, she saved from deportation, no question of it.”

Later, Maxine McKew played this piece to Carmen Callil before their own interview.

“MAXINE McKEW: Let’s now relate all this back to where it started for you, I suppose – your friend and therapist Anne Darquier, Louis and Myrtle’s daughter. When she later found out the full history, do you think this is I suppose what became for her a history that she couldn’t simply end up living with?

CARMEN CALLIL: She couldn’t end up living with it. And something I didn’t write in my book because I wasn’t – I don’t have the facts for it, but three days before she died I saw her and she was in a most appalling state. She couldn’t stop crying. And I knew she had just flown back from seeing her family because I knew she hated her family. And I think she went to see Louis after she had learned about the death of her mother, the death of Myrtle, and I think it was too much for her. I think her parents were the death of her. It’s easy to blame Louis most, but I’m not so sure. Myrtle had a very favoured childhood and I think her motherhood of Anne is something that Anne never came to terms with, that she never had a mother, and when she met Myrtle, she said she was absolutely destroyed by drink and drugs.

MAXINE McKEW: So it’s a tale of shattered lives all round?

CARMEN CALLIL: Absolutely shattered lives. I think I feel a bit shattered as I sit here because it never occurred to me that the Tasmanian Joneses wouldn’t speak to me because they denied what he had done. I thought they knew what he had done and were ashamed. That’s what I am finding rather shattering.

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Carmen Callil is an expatriate Australian too, who had a miserable childhood in Melbourne before leaving in the early 60’s.

The book interweaves elements of her own autobiography and her relationship with Anne with the story of this ghastly, ill-starred family. After writing that sentence I realised how inadequate it is – the book is described by reviewers as Callil’s story as much as Anne’s, creating an extended meditation on evil, the abuse of children, and the shape of a human life.

Carmen Callil is a fascinating character, a true expatriate Australian. As The Age review says

“Melbourne lies at Callil’s very centre. Melbourne made her: she is a very specific product of a very specific time and place, in the sense that the city produced both Germaine Greer and Barry Humphries during the same period that it produced Carmen Callil. Seekers, mavericks all, each shares a sharp nose for mendacity and cant and all three, in their different ways, have made their careers on it.

Callil’s closest friend in Australia is the former publisher Hilary McPhee. McPhee told me later that Callil had remained extremely close to her Melbourne connections: “Whenever there is an election she is always the first person on the phone wanting to know how things are going.”

Melbourne is where Callil wants to be buried (in the family tomb in the Melbourne General Cemetery to be exact: she has it all arranged). After nearly 50 years in England Callil has “never felt anything but Australian”.

It is well worth reading the long appreciations by Kathy Brewe in The Sunday Times, and Peter Conrad in The Observer, which intersect with Susan Johnson’s piece in The Age.

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The Belfast Workman – Macnaughtons really exist, as an aristocratic 19th century family, who must at least have provided a list of people Tasmanian Myrtle needed to avoid as she consorted with a husband she had elevated to the peerage. It seems to have been Roy’s idea, though he was not related to the family at all.

3 Responses to “some kind of evil”

  1. Helen Says:

    That’s such an amazing story. Poor Anne. Life deals some dodgy cards to some people.

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  3. I am a clone of my father's real, used for evil in the name of germany Says:

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    they instruct the computer to role play
    they instruct the computer to role play
    to accomplish strategic objectives, making people believe it is a friend, loved one or “god” asking them to do something wrong:::They wouldn’t ask if they liked you (betrayal of loved ones, tatooes, evil in professional pursuits, etc). This is their way of using temptation to hurt people:::::evil made blood lines disfavored initially and evil will keep people out of “heaven” ultimately.
    You need to recognize role playing as such and keep that fact in your mind at all times. If you fail to do so they will determine that you can still be confused, they still have an opportunity to mislead you and progress will take longer to achieve.
    Too many people would fall for temptation and do anything they thought pleased the gods and help them improve their chances to get in. Perhaps they are deceived by “made guys”, clones who strategically ply evil for the throne (celebrities, BofD/CEO/VPs, politicians, as opposed to VIP clones or normal clones who are decent, live ordinary lives and get out/replaced with clonesofclones when their REAL children ascend), temporary progress designed to mislead them or empty favors used to disceive them. Some people think they’re partners. Others desire to “belong”, feel compelled to “go along”. People may experience “perceived pressure”, where the gods think through the victim that a certain behavior is expected/desirable (telepathically stimulate an individual euphorically (“magic”), the “fuel” of disfunction::::addiction (the crack epidemic), the desire for homosexual contact, etc.) and compel the individual into the deed. (Set a goal of empathy and compassion for all, for we are all disfavored::::Other people’s disfavor is manifested in their particular way, just as your disfavfor is manifested in your particular way.) The gods may use Artificial Intelligence to act through the disfavored victim, and effectively “push” the individual into the offending behavior. (It is far better for someone to be victimized and pushed into the behavior than it is to sccumb to temptation and volunteer.)
    Being evil hurts 99.99% of those who do it. It only helps “made guys” that I spoke of above, and even then there are tactics the gods utilize to minimize their time.
    The people have been corrupted, segmented and have lost their way. Nothing has changed from when we were children::if you want to go to heaven you have to be good.
    Capitalizing on obedience, leading people deeper into evil by using deceit is one way to thin the ranks of the saved/limit how much time the disfavored receive and a way to use the peasantry to prey on one another in social and other settings, deteriorating society in the Age of the Disfavored.

    They have tried to sell people on many different theories to deceive them into temptation, compelling people to think they are clones and that it is the role of clones to obey absolutely. Clones are made, people are born. I suspect they lie to the disfavored about the use of clones throughout human history, suggest it is one replacement and then the label of “clone”, and all decendants we see thereafter are considered clones.
    When a clone has a child that person is a real, really conceived, really born, versus their parent who was created in some laboratory setting. If you didn’t experience the less than one week they suggest it takes to go from fertilized egg/cell in the laboratory to full grown adult then you are not a clone. If you didn’t experience the week of conditioning they give to (evil?) clones to ensure loyalty then you shouldn’t comply with evil requests.
    I believe people who go are sometimes replaced with clones. Clones who are replaced are simply new candidates who have a chance if they do the right thing. They sent people warnings in the 20th century life would change, and they subsequently began to alter people’s DNA, make them gargantuan, alter their appearance, do extreme behavioral issues, etc. Contrary to what they would like people to believe these signs of disfavor do not indicate someone is a clone.
    The gods get the favored out as soon as possible to protect them from the corruption, evil and subsequent time limitations incurred by living life on earth, and in some cases replace them with clones, occassionally fake a death, real death with a clone instead, etc. I suspect they get “made guys” out after each significant event in their life, which serves to limit the time they all will get, since none get credit (blame) for all the events in a “made guy”’s life, giving the gods freedom to position this and come off clean.
    The Party of 1999 was a very big deal indeed, the biggest party in the history of Planet Earth, everybody who is anybody got out in time for this event, and the VIPs who remain on Earth today are many clone generations deep:::a clone of a clone of a clone of a clone, less than 10 year-old clones IN ALL CASES. We may all be “clones” for they have suggested they colonized our planet with genetically engineered individuals. They may have gotten Earth’s TRUE residents out prior to civilization developing. If so we all have a chance, no matter how many hundreds of clone generations deep the most favored families are.
    Do I think the disfavored are clones? I think they have been utilizing clones throughout human history. I think throughout history the gods picked and chose individuals from disfavored blood lines to keep (around, ie not let go after a couple of decades/centuries) but, unlike the favored today, don’t have that “pre-approval” and therefore have to earn it individually.
    I think the disfavored have been disceived into thinking they are clones and it is the role of clones to obey absolutely. Clones and reals alike are judged based on the evil they engage in and their time is limited appropriately.
    The evil p
    ..eople engage in because they think they are clones causes them to fall further into disfavor, ensuring they aren’t among those who are saved in the end::::: they comply with requests, the gods position the little people to prey on one another and we have a planet on a collision course with the Apocalypse.
    Too many disfavored understand The End as the goal. It is a “ludicrious request” they ask of some, requests that are obvious to people that they should defy on::::”Be gay.”, “Be homeless.”, “Betray your family.”, “Kill your children.”
    You are the disfavored, and this is where your children have to live. They will not save everybody in the end. If earth is destroyed then you are going to die and you will have no decendants to carry on the bloodline.

    They have been utilizing clones throughout the history of mankind.
    Men are the disfavored gender (see below), yet centuries ago used to die first, die young, by age 30. Why didn’t the women go first?
    THEY DID!!! They say well over 50% were taken when very young, before puberty and replaced with clones (likely only a fraction of that “over 50%” were the disfavored). The men that were left went on to mate with clones, clones who went on to achieve great status in society, becoming matchmakers and elders within the village, the others being good mothers and peaceful residents, proving the clone’s role isn’t to be evil.
    A sample breakdown among peasants would appear like the following::::
    Women Men
    Favored - 75% 25%
    Disfavored - 10% 2%

    They share females have a very special experience, sometime when they are young, when the gods impart wisdom and showed them the path. The females today don’t heed this call because of distractions and the disfavor arising from the Holocaust, evil against “god’s chosen people” (they share they re-upped this disfavor in the 80s with the Ethiopian famine and continue to with AIDS in Africa (you are disfavored and you are allowing this to happen to fellow disfavored, just like you did to the Jews in the Holocaust), global warming at the expense of the United States, etc. (Wean off of mass materialism, for this excessive consumption of resources is why the United States is responsible for global warming:::first they used their clones, “made guys”, to sell you on overconsumption, initially in the 1980s, told you to buy SUVs in the 90s then the gods scapegoatted you, blaming you when they instructed Artificial Intelligence to create the hottest summer in history. Also they share money may not be an issue up there, that money here is merely a tool for corruption. How the gods used greed in the 1980s to create an evil environment supports this.)
    In centuries past the females may have heeded this call en masse and it may have been the reason so many were saved from childbirth here on earth. They said the experience they give to girls today is painful, they inflict emotionally when it ocurrs so as to repel them from pursuing the calling, then or in the future.
    To be god-fearing is very healthy.
    I recommend you reflect on this experience, and pray for guidance, for then the recall may be stronger. Being female is an advantage. Because of a female’s nature they have the favor of the gods and this experience you had years ago can help you find the path and help you continue to be devoted. Most men won’t have this opportunity. They have to start from scratch.
    If you are afraid I would ask you to think of all those girls from the past who received the god’s call and had the courage to sucessfully make their way down the path.

    The Old Testiment is a tool they used to impart wisdom to the people (except people have no freewill). For example, the gods warned us temptation would be used to test people. Also they must be some hominid species because they claim they made our bodies in their image. Anyhow we defile or deform the body will hurt our chance of going.
    They say circumcision costs people anywhere from 12%-15%, perhaps out of the parent’s time as well. There is a stigma associated with circumcision::We are 2nd class citizens because of it.
    Another way people foul the body today is with tattoes and piercing. I suspect both are about the same percentage as circumcision. They suggest abortion is fatal. Those women who have obtained an abortion must beg the gods to forgive them for their evil.
    There are female equivilents to circumcision::::pierced ears, plastic surgury and since at least the 60s young women en masse give their precious virginity away. For thousands of years young people were matched at age 14 because they were ready for sexual relations. They were matched by elders or matchmakers (all of whom were clones!!) who were granted priveledge with Artificial Intelligence and matched couples based on favor.
    CASUAL SEX WILL CLAIM YOU OUT!!! It opens the door and allows the gods the freedom to position by justifying instructing Artificial Intelligence to create disfunctions:::they masculinize women (as does the hip hop subculture), makes them cold and deadens them, and they instruct AI to prevent them from achieving a depth of love necessary for many women to ascend.
    Also ever since the 50s they have celebrated the “bad boy”, and women have sought out bad boys for sex, dirtying them up in the eyes of the elders and corrupting many men in the process, setting the men on the wrong path for life.
    Besides their roles as nurturers, love-givers and caretakers, their predisposition towards vulnerability, women have a special voice that speaks to them, a voice that illustrates their favor and the advantage of being female. They say when a female understands herself, her role as a member of the favored gender, when she progresses down the path and fixes her problems with the gods they will impart what wisdom she needs::::she doesn’t have to pursue education.
    These are the things that make women the favored gender, and engaging in casual sex will cause that voice to fade until she no longer speaks.
    Muslims teach people the correct way to live in regard to women (among other things::the right way to pray (bowing down, 5x/day), vindictive god)::their women cover up their bodies and refuse the use of cosmetics, and it pays wonderful dividends:::faithful husbands and uncorrupted sons. (Mohammed’s taking of multiple wives marked the entrance of his clone who was used to segment the Arab world into favored and disfavored factions.)
    Men ARE the inferior (disfavored) half and when women wear promiscuous dress the gods will push men into impure (promiscuous) thoughts. The “stereotype” society ridiculed is true::women CAN corrupt men by how they dress. Because men are easily corrupted. This is a technique the gods used to eliminate many of the institutions they originally blessed us with, matchmaking being one of them.

    The United States of America is red white and blue, a theme and a clue:::.
    The monarchical system of the Old World closley replicates the heirarchical system of the god’s, Cousel/Management Team/ruling species, which is why most of the purebloods around the world were blessed with it. The USA’s democratic system deceives people into thinking they have control, and the perception of “freedom” gives the Counsel/Management Team the ability to position by justifying instructing Artificial Intelligence to create disfunctions:::a perception of empowerment, etc. The god’s efforts to spread democracy through the platform that is the United States are attempts to hurt disfavored people around the world (Korea, Vietnam, Iraq). The redeeming element in this environment is employment within the corporate heirarchy, which closely replicates the god’s. Unions and government jobs are dumping grounds for the disfavored, for they don’t prepare people and instead further this misconception of empowerment.
    Corporate is not representation. Corporate is evil. All corporate entities have favor and, like the United States redwhite&blue, are tools of the gods used to hurt the disfavored left behind, and the clonesofclonesofclones, puppets at the helm do as instructed and prey on the disfavored. The gods just position some organizations as more evil than others.
    Corporate is part of a structural change in the Age of the Disfavored that became more pronounced as time wore on::diverse corporate proliferation of the last 25 years. Corporate, an environment where a level of materialism is EXPECTED, is part of the problem, for materialism is an evil preached against in the Old Testiment and yet another way to incurr evil on the disfavored left behind::greed. Nobody is going to save you:::: Jesus isn’t going to save his followers, stores/manufacturers aren’t going to save their loyal customers (NEVER shop exclusively in one place, never put all your eggs in one basket. It really doesn’t matter for the gods control everything and it is merely for positioning’s sake but it may be a test of intelligence.), employers aren’t going to save their employees, etc. These are delay tactics designed to pacifiy people and ensure they don’t find the path and instead get limited time.
    This whole system is about us, the little peaople, the peasants. The wealthy, the corporations, all those people are clones and are here to disceive us and mislead us. “Money is the root of all evil.” is not just a cliche. They use the wealthy to corrupt the typical peasant, using the clone to create a goal of greed within the little people.
    This whole system is about us, the disfavored left behind. And it is like this to keep us down.
    Only you can save yourselves through an improved relationship with the gods.
    The United States is a cancer, a dumping ground for the disfavored around the world and why the quality of life is so much lower::disturbing culture, gun violence, widespead social ills, health care (medication poisons the body and ensures you don’t go. You are sick/injured because you have disfavor.).
    Over time its citizens interbreed ensuring a severed connection to the motherland.
    Over time its citizens interbreed ensuring a severed connection to the motherland.
    If you are a recent immigrant I recommend you return. If that’s not possible you need to retain your culture and insulate your children and community from this cancerous environment. They send this clue with Chinatowns across the country, how many Chinese have been here for a century or more yet still retain the old ways, a sign of favor.

    People came to the Unites States for many different reasons, and each has its own effect:::political strife, religious beliefs, crop failure (Ireland’s potato famine, which of course the gods caused) and some left their beloved motherland because they were pushed into desiring a better life::::Greed, and these disfavored people were punished when the gods instructed AI to push them into becoming corrupted and preditory. They subsequently rewarded the corrupted Italians early so as to set the tone for the 20th century, the Age of the Disfavored, and used them to set an example for their own people and other disfavoreds within the United States. The gods sent this clue about “The Boot” (the Romans/Italians) again when European currencies merged:::::they ruined the value of the Lira prior to the merger, making the other countries foot this bill. Moral of the story::::The Italians are not to be trusted.
    (The gods used “The Boot” (Italy) twice::: Roman Empire and 20th century. Italians had certain priveledges for being positioned in charge, one is a lower incidence of homosexuality in the population.)
    Contrary to the perception, Italians have great disfavor, as do all inflicted with Catholicism:::I wonder if this was their punishment for the sins of the Roman Empire, the imperialism, the orgies??? Opera’s sick themes were designed to corrupt the minds of the disfavored Italians. Once you recognize this I want to share that the Japanese also are grossly disfavored::they nearly produce distractions exclusively, their people are consumed by them, they have replaced their culture. Also baseball is a clue a society is grossly disfavored.
    Cultures who embrace hard liquor as their drink of choice are grossly disfavored, tequilla being uniquely Mexican (Anything “hard” is wicked:::Hard alcohol, hard drugs, all porn.) or those who have a passion for drinking (Irish). Incidentally, another sign of gross disfavor are societies that consume spicy foods (Latin America, Thai, etc.), those who eat too much meat, engage in human sacrifice, ones who tattoo or pierce their bodies, those who celebrate evil (Celtic) or are inflicted with the Catholic Church. Contrary to what disfavored people believe, these peoples are not “earning” when they inflict their evil on others. Rather it is the source of their disfavor because the gods are scapegoatting them by hurting others with their problems. Those who believe they are earning have become corrupted!!!
    The gods used “The Boot” twice, suggesting they are open to the idea of recycling:::Beem the structures and people off earth (into a star), beem out toxic waste and re-colonize the planet??? “Source planets” require a investment and they may prefer to maximize its return.

    If you ever have doubt I would refer you to the Old World way of life:::the elders used to sit and impart wisdom to the young. Now we watch DVDs and use the internet. People would be matched and married by age 14. They village would use a matchmaker or elders (all clones!!) to pair young people. Now girls give their precious virginity away to some person in school and parents divorce while their children grow up without an important role model. The people used to honor the gods and were rewarded with a high-quality of life for them, their children and their society. Now we have a deteriorating society on a collision course with the Apocalypse.

    There are many examples throughout 20th century life of how they instilled distractions into society so people wouldn’t find the path and ascend, a way to justify excluding those whose family history makes them undesirable:::materialism, radio, sports, movies, popular music, television, video games, the internet, shopping. Today’s high pay is a strategy::::It creates contentment/ability to distract self so people don’t seek more, hesitant to receive contradicting possibilities, depend on what they are told telepathically, subject to deception in a captive environment as well as opens the door for a materialistically-based lifestyle.
    They gods (Counsel/Management Team/ruling species) have deteriorated life on earth precipitously in the last 40 years, from a godless society to abortion to pornography, widespread drug use and widespread casual (gay) sex, single-parent households, latchkey kids and the masculinization of women (and hence (full) women’s prisons, participatory sports, etc. (Up until the past four decades it was the men who filled the prisons, the men who made trouble, the men who caused problems, and it’s because theirs is the gender with disfavor.). Women are favored, are the element of decency, and as they become more like the men the society becomes more disfavored, goes downhill, as we are witnessing.).
    The earth’s elders, hundreds and thousands of years old, are disgusted and have become indifferent.
    The Biblical account of Noah’s flood was regional to the disfavored Mediterrean (water levels lowered because of the ice age, habitation ocurred at seaside), peoples whom the gods scapegoatted when they pushed them into the evil that justified the flood, behavior similar to that which we are witnessing today. Because they have leveled the playing field for all people (purebloods and mongrels) in the decades prior to the 21st century is a clue they will end globally this time (westernization, materialism, immigration/interracial, homosexual, access to disturbing media, desensitization, etc).
    The clues all suggest a very telling conclusion::this is Earth’s end stage, and there are signs tectonic plate subduction would be the method of disposal:::Earth’s axis will shift breaking continental plates free and initiating mass subduction. Much as Italy’s boot and the United States shaped like a workhorse (with a fat ass) are clues, so is the planet Uranus a clue, its axis rotated on its side. Edgar Cayce was a tool of the gods, picking winners for and costing the disfavored Italian gangsters of the 20th century when he prophecized subduction being the method of disposal.
    Global warming should alarm people for it is a clue telling of the bleak future of Planet Earth.
    The Bible says fire will be our demise this time. Both subduction and “beemed to the center of a star” fit this description:::::
    The gods used “The Boot” (Italy) twice suggesting the gods are open to the idea of recycling::: Beem the structures and people off earth (into a star), beem out toxic waste and re-colonize the planet??? “Source planets” require a investment and they may prefer to maximize its return.
    Could they have already recycled earth before?

    The Mayans as well as others were specific December 21, 2012 would be the end. How long after our emergency call in 2001 will the gods allow us???
    How long after our emergency call in 2001 will the gods allow us???
    How long after our emergency call in 2001 will the gods allow us???
    The gods wrote prophecy in Revelation, had subsequent prophets foresee Earth’s demise for good reason:::they are going to end on Planet Earth.
    What else are they lying to you about? What else are they lying to you about?
    What else are they lying to you about? What else are they lying to you about?
    What else are they lying to you about? What else are they lying to you about?
    What else are they lying to you about? What else are they lying to you about?
    When people are saved at the end it will be clones and clonesofclonesofclones, not the disfavored people who have problems who were deceived into carrying on like they were “made guys”.
    My message illustrating the path may be the disfavored’s last clue. All clues before have been more covert but this one is quite obvious indeed, which says time is running out.
    Whereas Christopher Columbus marked the beginning of the end, the Holocaust marked the beginning of the final act, and it is a tragedy.

    People must defy when asked to engage in evil. The Holocaust taught people the importance of defiance::our great grandparents should have defied when asked to ignore the Holocaust and instead reacted with outrage. I suspect some did::many were silenced while others they hustled off earth so as to not set an example. Now the gods have used that incident to justify punishing that generation’s decendants by ruining society.
    Also the gods imparted many other clues, one with the incidents where women killed their children because they were told to.
    Would YOU murder your children if they asked??
    AT LEAST one child out of each family had to pay the price, and they will all stay less time than had they done it the right way and fixed their problems.
    People will never get a easier clue suggesting the importance of defiance than the order not to pray. Their precious babies are dependant on the parents and they need to defy when asked to betray their children:::
    -DON’T get your sons circumcized (Jews scapegoatted as they were in WWII (like justification, scapegoatting a recurring theme:::Scapegoatting as a matter of policy). I wonder if Jews were scattered around Europe as a clue to misled Christians like the Amish are a clue in the United States today.)
    -DON’T have their children baptized in the Catholic Church or indoctrinated into Christianity (Jesus is NOT a god. Jesus teaches us the right way to think. The gods are not forgiving or begnign. They are vindictive and will punish you if you do something wrong.).
    -DON’T ignore long hair or other behavioral disturbances.
    -DO teach your children love, respect for others, humility and to honor the gods.
    -DO teach your children about the power within the god’s possession, if not directly then indirectly.
    And when you refuse a request defy the right way, withdrawn and frightened, for you don’t want to incite them by reacting inappropriately.

    You need to pray, honor and respect them multiple times every day to improve your relationship with the gods. If they tell you not to pray it is a bad sign. It means they’ve made their decision, they don’t want you to go and they don’t want to be bothered. You may have achieved a threshold of evil. This is the Age of the Disfavored and you need to pray:::::Attone for the things you’ve done wrong. Try to appease the gods by doing good deeds and improve the world around you. Focus on becoming “Christ-like”. Apply yourself to your children for I think this is the single best way for adults to try to redeem themselves in the eyes of the gods. Hopefully you can reearn enough favor to be allowed to pray. Otherwise you need to defy if you are to repair your relationship with the gods and give yourself a chance at significant time, not just a handful of decades.
    Otherwise you need to defy if you are to repair your relationship with the gods and give yourself a chance at significant time, not just a handful of decades.
    If you are a clone, if you have “seen”, you more than anybody should honor the gods for you know their great power:::you have seen it firsthand. They share that they prefer most clones not to pray and segment them like they do disfavoreds left behind, for it will limit the time they will receive, JUST LIKE THEY DO TO TYPICAL DISFAVOREDS!!! The gods deceive them to achieve this, for fresh clones are easily misled, setting them in the wrong direction and compelling these individuals into a pattern that excludes honoring their creator.
    When your peasant forefather was granted the rare opportunity to go before his royal family he went on his knees, bowing his head, humbled and frightened. You need to do this when you address the gods::bow down and submit to good. Never cast your eyes skyward. When you bow down you need to look within. Never look to the gods for you have the key to your own salvation. Remain silent and never address the gods directly. Practice patience and wait for them to address you:::never speak unless you are spoken to.
    Nobody is going to do it for you. People need to save THEMSELVES by improving THEIR relationship with the gods.
    Lack of humility hurts people, and the “empowering” environment that is the United States is used to justify instructing AI to amplify this problem. Understand your insignificance and make sure it is reflected in the way you think when addressing the gods. You are but a grain of sand on a vast beach, a drop in the ocean that is the universe. They are great and powerful and angry. Know your place, understand your inferiority and be afraid. They allowed (granted) you life and they can take it just as easily. (Immaculte conception IS true AND COMMON. Many people have children they don’t know of:::gays, childless adults, etc. They can beem it right out of your body and use a host.)
    You are not cool. Too many young men strive for cool and it hurts them, as does all things targetted to males (professional sports, video games, beer, vehicle racing, heavy metal rock, cursing, etc.). Be afraid and make sure you think the right way when you address them daily. Too many people are deceived by this casual enviornment they create in people’s minds with Artificial Intelligence today. This does people a great disservice and it hurts them in the eyes of the gods. Try to eliminate it and avoid allowing it back once you have. Be very reverent and respectful whenever you address them.
    Don’t get frustrated or discouraged::these are techniques they will attempt to try to get you off the path. You all have much to be thankful for and you need to give thanks to the gods who granted you the good things in life::friends, family, love. Your family may be grossly disfavored and progress may require patience. Make praying an intregal part of your life which you perform without fail, one that comes as naturally as eating, voiding or conception. Accept your new life and be devoted because if you have doubt or reservation they will exploit this weakness and progress will take longer to achieve, the “testing” phase will be extended.
    The gods will employ many tactics to keep people off the path, such as distractions. They will employ many more to get them off, such as thinking through the disfavored and making them frustrated, perhaps engaging in retailiation. They may try to force you back into old patterns/routines, an addiction like smoking or when you felt weekly church attendance was sufficient. Asking you not to be gay immediately is a tactic to prevent you from finding/following the path. Be resigned, be devoted and this testing period will be as brief as your disfavor will allow.
    There are many interesting experiences up on the planetary systems, from Planet Miracle, where miracles happen every day, to peaked (heightened) senses, never having to use the restroom again (beem it out of you), other body experiences, such as experiencing life as the opposite sex (revolutionizes marriage counseling), an Olympic gold medal athelete or even a different species (animal, alien, etc). They can maintain the disfavored’s current age, a motivation to fix your problems and get out as soon as possible so you can stay young for as long as your relationship with the gods allows you to live.
    Stay young for as long as your relationship with the gods allows you to live.
    Stay young for as long as your relationship with the gods allows you to live.
    Pray that you can differentiate between your own thoughts and when Artificial Intelligence creates problems by thinking through you. If you bow down mentally and physically, know your place, your inferiority and allow your insignificance to be reflected in prayer and in your life through humility and modesty they may allow progress and the disfunctions they create with the computer will be lessened or removed. The first step is to be aware it is ocurring.
    Create a goal::to be a good, god-fearing child of the gods, pure of heart and mind, body and soul.
    Everybody has the key to their own salvation, but nobody can do it for you. Every journey begins with a single step:::bow down and submit to good. There are many different levels and peasants will not get past Level 2 (Planet Temptation, Earth=Level 1) if they are evil (they share some go up, are offered free cocaine and sex (a sign they don’t want you to stay) and stay less then one year. They share many others would have had longer lives had they stayed on Earth.). Also the time you receive will be drastically reduced:::your life’s course will have costed you a chance at immortality.
    Much like temptation, Edgar Cayce’s prognostications effectivly served as “the rope” for the disfavored Italians whom sought his predictions::::Money is not an issue on the level above Level 2, and “something for nothing” behavior will exclude you, as will behavior such as using (unreasonable) coupons, buying on sale exclusively, supermarkets as ATMs, gambling for gain instead of fun, overeating at buffets, etc.

    It is important that you begin praying now. Evil is a slippery slope::once you start punishment begins to escallate. If you defy early there may be no retribution but as you continue to committ evil there will be until the point where you can no longer stand it::::If the gods hurt you when you defy it is punishment for the evil you’ve comitted, necessary since you’re interesting in pursuing god’s favor.
    Pray for guidance and never obey when they tell you to be evil, for saving yourself will become more and more difficult with each act of evil you committ until ultimatly the day arrives when they make their decision about you final.
    It’s important that people fix their problems and ascend with the body given to them, for they say if your brain is beemed out at death and put into a clone host you are on the clock.

    Throughout history the ruling species bestowed favor upon people or cursed their bloodline into a pattern of disfavor for many generations to come. Now in the 21st century people must take it upon themselves to try to correct their family’s problems, undoing centuries worth of abuse and neglect. The goal is to fix your problems and get out while you are still young::::
    1. Before children become corrupted (Halloween & Christmas (among others), get out via parents)
    2. Before you lose your virginity/become corrupted by casual sex, and ultimately
    3. Before you have children.
    This is why they have created so many distractions for young people:::sports, video games, popular music, the internet, shopping, parties, too much homework, materialism, anything that consumes their time::to ensure that doesn’t ocurr. Not heeding the clues and warnings, getting wrapped up in your life and ultimately having children is a bad thing. Just as your parents and your grandparents, you too have failed. Having children is a sign you lost your chance.
    Parents need to sacrifice for their children. Your children are more important than you. They are the ones who have the opportunity now, and parents must sacrifice to ensure they give their children the very best chance they can. I recommend you apply yourselves to your children. I think this is the single best way for adults to try to redeem themselves in the eyes of the gods. Asking people to neglect their children emotionally is a sign they don’t want you to go, and complying may finish the parents off for good. (Having gay children (children with gay experiences) is a clue parents complied with whatever was asked of them.) Improve your relationship with the gods and they may not ask in the first place or they may permit you the courage to say “No.” to their requests.

    People need to repent for the things they’ve done wrong in life. Often they know what they have done was wrong (telling you telepthically to do these things was temptation and complying has hurt you/will limit your time). People need to attone for these things they’ve done wrong.
    There are other things that people have grown to believe are acceptable when in fact they are not:::::This society is designed to corrupt individuals, be it through materialism, the celebration/acceptance of evil (Halloween), desensitization of topics/images, voyerism/celebration of people’s misery, the acceptance of casual/alternate sex, the dietization of a prophet (Jesus). People need to realize that the gods made this behavior socially acceptable to corrupt people society-wide and limit the time everybody receives, an important managerial strategy as we approach The End. You need to recognize this, see that this behavior is wrong and stop doing it. (Set a goal of empathy and compassion for all, for we are all disfavored::::Other people’s disfavor is manifested in their particular way, just as your disfavfor is manifested in your particular way.)
    This whole system is about us, the little peaople, the peasants. The wealthy, the corporations, all those people are clones and are here to disceive us and mislead us. “Money is the root of all evil.” is not just a cliche. They use the wealthy to corrupt the typical peasant, using the clone to create a goal of greed within the little people.
    This whole system is about us, the disfavored left behind. And it is like this to keep us down.

    Somewhere in your family history one of your forefathers created an offense that cast your family into this pattern of disfavor, which perhaps is manifested in the evil you committ. Do your ancestral research::You should be knowledgeable about your family history. Clues in the history may arise that could assist you. (Keep an open mind to every possibility for they suggest matriarchal lineage is the norm:::::
    They said civilized life on Earth has been going on for 100,000 years. Matrilineal decent was likley reserved for the favored, so don’t exepct to see it ocurr in areas like the Mediterreanean, where the Noah’s Flood event proves their disfavor.
    The Mediterreanean is a very important region for they say “western civilization” sprung forth from it. I’d argue that we inheritied institutions inflicted upon the disfavored because of this region, institutions like patrilineal decent, once Christianity homoginized Europe.

    Ask the gods for help, request guidance. I suspect they will offer you additional clues, and when you decipher these clues ask for forgiveness from those whom consider you an enemy.
    Don’t forget to ask for forgiveness from the throne, the Counsel and the Management Team, for the source of all disfavor began with them:::they pushed or requested/complied your forefather into his offense and made his decendants evil. Perhaps they didn’t like him or maybe your family was among those selected to pay for the entire village. We see this type of behavior today as they single out a family member to pay for the whole family and how they singled out Africa to pay for the human race. (Just like they utilize scapegoatting, justification and positioning as a matter of policy so do they make one pay for the benefit of another. Never have a negative thought about the gods. They are managing the universe. This is how they decided to execute strategy for the end of the world, a plan that was written likley millions of years ago or more. Try to purify your mind of these thoughts and recognize the urgency of improving your relationship with them.)
    Heal the disfavor with your enemies and with the Counsel/Management Team/ruling species, for the source of all disfavor began with them, the ability to forgive and respect in light of the disturbing truth revealed being the final test of the disfavored before they ascend.

    They say this final test costed up to 50% of the candidates in the past and I suspect it was EXTREMELY effective on the children. I want people to be forewarned, knowledgeable about the god’s strategy, their plan for the “end of time” on Earth that we witness/experience and I want you to be in a state of forgiveness PRIOR to the date of your “test”, for this is yet another tactic to limit the time of the disfavored.
    The gods place great importance in positioning, not just to conceal their involvement, ensuring people are deceived, receptive to temptation and aren’t motivated to pray, but also to preserve the “final test”’s productivity, for I suspect it is very effective.

    This message illustrating the path may be the disfavored’s last clue. All clues before have been more covert but this one is quite obvious indeed, which says time is running out.

    I understand they are updating people on my situation and I thought it best to clarify:::
    I have NOTHING to be thankful for. Perhaps that is why they created my situation the way it is, CHEATED me out of my life, left me with a abjectly devoid existance:::so I am willing to fuck god.
    They CHEATED me out of my youth to achieve this distraction on the scale of England’s during the 80s and 90s. Unlike theirs mine may have been primarily telepathic. Of course they did both to keep people off the path as the Exodus of 2000 event approached (major event ocurred at end of each revelry cycle (20+-year war-revelry cycles in 20th century)).
    The god’s positioning is such they sought to create and will achieve tragedy in my situation, likely to create ill will towards the gods (women), a la the “final test”, for promises were made and this devolved into a sadistic, depraved situation for a disfavored audience. In many other cases they used me to corrupt others (men and women). (Be attentive to the clues they offer for my situation is used as a teaching tool.)
    Don’t listen. Refuse updates. This situation is merely theater. Much like all aspects of life in the 20th century (sports, TV, music, materialism) they use this to keep people off the path, especially important now that I illustrate it to you, for once you have finished receiving updates you may have forgotten about the path and be sent on your way. That is their goal.
    I suspect their threats of “rebirth” are going to come to fruition. Just as they said some sexist men are reincarnated as pigs so can they “reincarnate” people, likely just reverse of clone growth::as they can accellerate clone growth miraculously so can they do the reverse, reuse the body or beem the shrunken brain into a clone host (fetus, infant, toddler) and force the individual to endure life on Earth again.
    Never doubt the gods ALWAYS get what they want when it comes to significant events. This situation could have ocurred another way but that would have involved magic’s use in the discovery process. Magic is a priveledge, and although this situation certainly commands peaked euphoria as people learned of the wonders within the god’s power it wasn’t going to be allowed because of the audience’s disfavor. Also corporate is an evil entity used to promote materialism to a disfavored population while my message is anything but and that enviornment wasn’t appropriate for such a message.
    Odd is evil, even is good, a recurring consistancy::::
    ‘06 has great significance::::Evil is amplified/maximized in the Age of the Disfavored (1906) while good is minimized, as we see with this Situation 2006.
    This is the Age of the Disfavored. That’s just how they do business.

    The gods use the Celtics as scapegoats, initiating the annual practice of wickedness on Halloween by creating this event a thousand years ago. They use it to justify making the widespread celebration of evil acceptable behavior among the disfavored of the 20th century.
    The celebration of Halloween has intensified as the Age of the Disfavored has become more pronounced and it is not by accident:::Holloween has changed in the last 50 years, its practice more widespread as time wore on, and Hollywood was used to justify making evil socially acceptable.
    Halloween is a terrible corruptor of children, as is Santa Claus (the similarity between the names “Santa” and “Satan” is no coincidence). The Celtic event is used to justify corrupting the children through the celebration of Halloween and is one reason explaining their disfavor; the gods created the corruption, impliment its practice and scpaegoat the disfavored from whence it came.
    I wonder if recent influence of the paganistic historical roots of the event is a way to legitimize the event among the disfavored, perhaps make it more inclusive (adults), create a sub-culture around paganism?
    You’re the disfavored. Purism is the best course of action (the Ahmish in the United States is the clue suggesting this). You don’t have breathing room to engage in hedonistic activities like Halloween.

    Too many Irish men still sign on to the “good ‘ole boy’s club” paternalistic type of mentality, an archaic dumping ground now designated for the grossly disfavored. It is celebrated in the pubs (a la “peer pressure”) and it is used to compel them to feel superior to their women when just the opposite is true. Its rallying point is substance abuse which amplifies the problem.
    Up until the past four decades it was the men who filled the prisons, the men who made trouble, the men who caused problems. This is a sign women have the favor of the gods, are the decent and respectable among us. The first step is for the men to be aware of the difference and understand its implications:::females are better people and will get more time because of it.
    I recommend you stop engaging in this male-dominated behavior, for these activities exist to hurt the disfavored gender which is why they are targetted towards the men.
    The Irish trumpet the lack of a monarchy as their greatest truimph when in reality it’s their most debilitating handicap. This is a good example of a “reverse clue” inflicted upon the disfavored.
    The presence of a monarchial system helped people understand the god’s system and assisted them in thinking correctly. Its absence opened the door for the gods to instruct Artificial Intelligence to create a pathology of empowerment detrimental to the people. Understand humility. The Irish are the most disfavored of all white peoples (no monarchy, Catholic Church, passion for drinking, etc) and understanding your insignificance could become your greatest asset. Likley your substance abuse hurts you in this capacity as well.

    The English people’s partaking of the tabloid’s offerings, delighting in the misery of their own royal family, hurt the English people very badly at the end of the 20th century, as it hurts anybody when they enjoy another’s misery.
    Please note the irony, a constant in the positioning of the gods.

    Affiliation with the Cathoic Church is ALWAYS a clue suggesting how disfavored a people are:::Italians, Irish, Filipinos, Latinos, etc.
    A disfavored culture which was permitted to escape Cathoicism had to pay a price:::::used Henry VIII (’s clone) to behead Ann (initiating men’s mistreatment of women?), the gods followed his reign with Elizabeth I who promoted the “stiff upper lip” mentallity to the women of England (which Elizabeth II did as well. The gods chose this strategy as we approached the end of the critical 20th century::::as women go so goes the whole society.).
    The gods use Catholicism to justify hurting women of each culture it is inflicted upon:::Catholicism allows the gods the freedom to position justifying the masculinization of women. Women are favored, are the element of decency, and as they become more like the men the society becomes more disfavored, goes downhill.

    They refuse to address black disfavor on a macro level. The Counsel/Management Team/ruling species (the gods) abuse black people so hard, from east African drought/famine to AIDS in Africa to female genital mutiliation, the crack epiemic to gang membership, black-on-black violence to mass incarceration of their young. They refuse to address the issue of the prison industrial complex and its wholesale warehousing of young black men.

    Christianity is a dumping ground for the disfavored.
    They share the gods didn’t like Jesus for he helped the disfavored and taught them the right way to think:::to be loving, kind, forgiving. Be Christ-like!!!
    The gods used this consession against us when they turned our positive into a negative, twisting the concept by dietizing the prophet. They subsequently made Christianity’s disfavored followers irrationally defensive, for they are so close to the path and otherwise could easily find their way.
    Every prophet can teach us something and we should be attentive to each.

    Therapists prey on others. They earn their livlihood capitalizing on another’s disfavor, knowing disfavor is why they are experiencing problems.
    At some point in their lives they learn this truth. That point and time is the most crucial in their lives for if they make the wrong decision and stay in their industry/follow through with their education they hurt themselves very badly in the eyes of the gods.
    Directing them into the industry (create passion)/telling them to take this path/compliance is a way to incurr evil on otherwise very good people (if you understand the demographic), people who normally would get a great amount of time, and it ensurs their stay is minimized if and when they do go.

    ifuckgod.com coming in 1/07

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